It would just take me a long time to decide to do it.
Every other lesbian aiming for a baby has a blog, and lord, I've been stalking them all. As if I had no life of my own, which it is beginning to seem like I don't. So here I am, standing on the edge of the cool crowd, wondering if any of them will notice. A wallflower. Similar, I'd say, to a middle school dance - except my middle school didn't have dances.
Clearly, I want to be part of the in-crowd.
But also, Becca has lapped me with her 3 blogs. And so really, I am just trying to keep up with her.